What is this?


I am restless I don’t know why but, I feel no interest, just force a smile upon.


What is this? I see no color but, I am not blind. Oh, I see, the world is black, no love, no affection


What is this? This emptiness I never felt before, or I did but chose to ignore and live a life of mere glass that can shatter, shatter at the slightest touch.


What is this? I am breathless As if someone is following me Or is it that I want to catch someone How do people smile so easily? Live so freely Will ‘they’ answer me? If I ask The reason for life to be bestowed upon us.


What is this? I feel alone, separated, anxious I am scared I want to live, no perhaps I don’t, yes, no matter where I search whom I ask, they give no reply.


What is this? I am eager I want someone to share my feelings with I searched here and there tried to open up to many but ended up hurt.


What is this? Ah! I see, perhaps end searching for someone I came across this question, why is life bestowed upon us? I am, alone I want someone, I call out will all my might but no one listens. I am tired, I will just live like others, yeah.


What is this? In the end I give up That someone I want to share my feelings, myself with Is no where Oh! I give up I am really afraid Scared I am as if bond by invisible chains of Of what Hatred, love, anger? No perhaps emptiness.


What is this? I am alone. In this darkness days pass but no one comes. Please come someone, I want to open up, share I can no longer live alone Why, why is life in the first place? I don’t want jealousy to devourer me, please I am alone.


What is this? I feel attracted to someone or perhaps I am forcing myself to be attracted, wanting to live on imaginary lies, yes lies all are lies.


This life is itself having no reason to exist. Is there an afterlife.


A happy one where I can find someone to open up If there is I wish to die Oh! god forgive me but I can no longer handle these injuries, pain, and suffering.


Not anymore I am gradually giving up on the believe on the very existence of happiness but, please, if my angel exists let my voice, my hearts reaches you and find me before I am devoured by this darkness.


Aurora